Heart of the matter
Hi. Everyone. How are you all doing?
If you’ve been reading my blog you know that I’m learning Soul Level Animal Communication since last June. I am in the Certification level now.
To pass this class I have to read total of 20 people. (12 for free and 8 for paid)
I’ve done 6 free readings and one paid reading so far.
I usually go to Facebook group to get people who want to be read.
Now, this group is huge. So many people in this group from all over the world.
But recently I’ve noticed that no matter what time of the day I put the post up to get somebody to read, nobody is responding. It has been days. I really tried, different days, different times but still nobody is responding me. I don’t even get people to read for free.
I am doing the affirmation everyday to get more clients. But still none zilch nada.
Of course I went on this negative moment that nobody wants to be read from me, I’m not good enough, I shouldn’t be even doing this, I’m not worthy of this, blah, blah, blah.
But remember this went on only for the MOMENT because I KNOW I can do this and I am good at it. Plus I have my helper animal on my side who decided to do this work with me before we were born.
I stopped and pulled out some cards for guidance.
Yes. I’m a card reader too. I’m not only a pretty face you know.
The card told me that my confidence is low (Yeah, for sure.)
Listen to music to cheer myself up (Right.)
I got them so far.
But then the Union card showed up.
This card means that two parts of the soul come together.
Like soul mates or I’m supposed to meet my higher self or guide of some sorts.
I kind of felt that Yeah right. I’m supposed to meet somebody or connect with my guide or something. Didn’t think much of it.
I did this like a week ago.
Then a couple days ago I had a class.
The teacher asked the class the number of how many people did we read so far.
Of-course I’m the lowest number.
I told my teacher about this that I’m doing everything that I can think of but nothing is happening for me.
Well, she is the teacher and psychic, as soon as I asked the question, she saw me doing all the right thing but my feeling, the excitement, the passion wasn’t there.
Another words I was all head, thinking what else I can do but my emotion wasn’t catching up to it.
I kind of knew this before the class.
I’m also learning Satori (enlightenment), manifestation is the beginner thing to do.
I’ve done it successfully in the past.
My lovely teacher taught me how to feel the feeling exercise. I’m doing this everyday ever since.
But then I realized what the Union card actually means.
That it is my merging in my mental and emotion.
Sometimes, I get caught up with what I have to do verses that I feel.
This is my 111th times being human. So, I’m not the expert of the human feeling.
It’s been a few days since I’m doing this feeling exercise and new phrase of affirmation.
I didn’t want to try the same thing over and over again to get people to read and expect different outcomes, so this time, I made a Facebook Page
and I asked in Japanese to get more people to read.
I asked 3 people and I got 3 people.
That was easy.
No matter how much my mind wants something, if I don’t believe that’s what I want, nothing becomes a reality.
Yes. I know that in my mind, but my heart is very slow to act on it.
Are you getting what you want?
Love and Peace,