Why Did Our Souls Choose to Be Here Now?

Hi everyone,

I’ve heard that humanity is going through something we have never experienced before. Because of this, many souls wished to come to Earth to experience it as humans.

If you are reading this, you were chosen to incarnate here to contribute to the rising consciousness of humanity. Your soul was selected because of the unique gift you bring to this world. Yes, even the person who annoys you the most has something meaningful to offer.

For the past few years, I’ve felt that there is something important I need to do with my life. Yet for some reason, it has felt stalled. Or perhaps it’s more accurate to say that I know what I need to do, but I have been procrastinating.

I feel deep inside that I "have to" do these things, that they are part of the reason I chose to become human. But the things I feel called to do require persistence and commitment. In my mind, I know what I should do, but I don’t necessarily enjoy doing them. So I keep postponing.

What am I talking about?

One of the things I find difficult is putting myself out there. Making YouTube videos and speaking publicly is very challenging for me. Yet to accomplish what I truly want, I have to go through these steps. It feels like a bit of a catch-22.

Life passes in the blink of an eye, and sometimes I feel like I don’t have much time left to do what I came here to do. Of course, as we get older, health issues can start to appear. But perhaps that’s just another excuse I make to avoid doing what I really want.

So I pulled a card to see what might really be happening at this point in my life.

The message was that I am trying too hard to make things happen. That made sense to me.

Then it showed me a possible reason for my procrastination. According to the card, I need to forgive and release things that have happened to me. I need to clear this before I can truly move forward.

This made me reflect.

I’m not someone who holds grudges, but I do remember moments when people said things that hurt me, or things my parents or siblings said or did. Those things happened, and the memories remain. They don’t simply disappear. But I’ve made peace with them. In fact, those experiences helped shape who I am today. I’ve done a lot of inner work, and I don’t constantly dwell on those negative moments.

So I began to wonder more deeply, what is it that I truly need to forgive and release?

Then something dawned on me.

Perhaps it’s not only things from this lifetime, but also from past lives.

I feel that in other lifetimes I have experienced many distraction and devastation. I have witnessed too much suffering. And perhaps those energetic residues are still within me.

I need to clear those as well in order to move forward. And honestly, that feels like a very big task to do on my own.

So what did I do?

I asked for Divine help.

I know it won’t clear everything at once, but I trust that the process has already begun. And perhaps to clear these residues are also something I promised to do before I incarnated here.

So I leave you with a question:

What promise did you make before you came to Earth as a soul?

And what unique gift are you here to offer to the world?

Love and Peace,

Keiko